December 2010
52 posts
made discoveries.
i don’t wanna talk about it.
familia.
“Try having an intervention and then watch intervention and tell me if it’s fun.”
“I tell myself regularly ‘California is not permanent. I’m moving back east.’ I want my children to treat all the cousins children as first cousins.”
These two quotes brilliantly sum up my family, and came from the same cousin who I’ve had a really kind of...
I lost focus with my story.
this one of here. not my actual story.
that doesn’t even have focus to lose.
ugly.
I often debate whether or not I am ugly. I think my glasses could use some updating, and my eyebrows some tweezing. My hair is a little all over the place but other then that I think I’m not awful looking just those things over ride some days. Actually, my glases aren’t awful. I don’t think I could do thick frames cause I have tiny eyes and big eyebrows. LESS IS MORE KIDS.
...
I know damn well y'all feelin' this shit.
Okay, French and Math. God, I can do this. I can fucking do this. This, it can be done, by who? Be me.
Uhh Heyyyy, uhh heyyyy. eyyyyyy eyyyyyyy.
Two tests. Eleven hours.
second. semester. senior.
No one man should have all this power.
shameful post for shameless blog.
When I was little I slept over at my grandmas and I really sucked at sleepover and in the middle of the night I started crying and I remember her bringing me hot chocolate and thinking how stupid I was making her do this cause it wasn’t some strange old house across the country, I was like a mile from home. That reminded me of this: one time I slept over my next door neighbors and again I...
i have such a thing for joe jonas.
write up post. ex-out by mistake. one time it...
really though.
SEXuality.
I don’t know if I’m off my rocker but I’ve come to the realization sexuality has nothing to do with love. Your sexual orientation is if you had your pick who would you fuck. Not who would you marry, and spend your life with. Are dicks your turn on? Pussies? What’s your thing. I hate all this ‘pansexual queer seeking trans ftm’ like, the shit? Do you want tits...
life choices.
a compilation.
It’s sad when you’ve had your blog so long you can compile anything.
http://vivaliberation.tumblr.com/post/2363264827/saw-this-and-simultaneously-inhaled-loudly#notes
http://vivaliberation.tumblr.com/post/650846433/guns-up-the-bum-alex-oh-now-hes-just
http://vivaliberation.tumblr.com/post/650652301/thatryguy-men2men-guns-up-the-bum
...
coke talk is infesting my mind.
so far this week has been excellent.
lLts keep this rolling into the weekend, please. I need a new book to read though. I finished the time traveler’s wife which was much better then the shitty movie.
If the movie is the 5/10 then the book is a 7.5/10. It’s nothing amazing, a little boring in retrospect but I can read about nothing and love it if it’s moving somewhere.
2/3rd of my tagged list is newly single.
DID MY POWERS OF INADVERTENT WILLING DO THIS?
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Glass.
It was fucking cold at the train station. Chris sat on the icy railing waiting for his cousin to come pick him up from the train. It was 5:30, dark, and Chris had been up since 7 AM packing, getting a ride to the bus station, taking the bus 6 hours, getting to the train station, taking the train an hour, and getting to where he was sitting. In the fucking cold weather.
Headlights swerved...
sad but true facts about my life.
I’m bummed that JONAS LA was cancelled.
taylor swift, ala moi.
The story starts when it was cold And it was winter she had him, yes She had him right there where wanted, oh He came along She did her thing And let’s hear the applause She fell faster then you can say desperate broad I always saw it coming Knew what to suspect of it She underestimated Just who she was fucking with She had to know He’d be gone before the summer’s end ...
children.
I want a problem. not problems.
Give me your issue. I’ll give you my advice. Move on.
I am not the type to let you go on and on and on about something I’ve exhaustively responded to for weeks with a song in my heart and a smile on my face. it’s annoying. you’re annoying. go away. stop talking.
I have new major out of mind ridiculous pet...
People touching my things without asking and not believing me when I answer them because they already have an answer.
I simultaneously got into argument about both of these with my mother who did not understand that was what actually annoyed me the most beyond anything else.
don’t touch my shit. don’t fucking tell me what I’m thinking.
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Jerry.
Jerry’s mouth tasted like sweat. It was sweet and sickening all at once. Other then Brendan no guy had ever touched Kyle in any sexual way. Brendan and he made out rarely and this was exciting. Kyle was pushed up against the cold tiled wall. Jerry lead the way moving Kyle’s lips around at a furious pace bringing Kyle a new kind of pleasure. Both they’re large dicks were bent in...
writing is going to commence soon.
I’ll use the time I take out of physics doodling and channel it into writing.
Honestly, I don’t give a fuck.
went to church this morning.
I went to my friend’s church which is literally on my block. It was different. I didn’t get much out of it cause I was too busy freaking the fuck out. Next week is apparently different so I’ll probably go again.
weird
notean asked: http://vivaliberation.tumblr.com/post/2057175016/here-there
i totally get what you're saying
i totally get what you're saying
itrytobemybest asked: just read your here or there post. the one about being gay in your head but not physically. im the same way, except towards women. i can definitly see myself getting emotionally attached, and possibly even kissing. but sex with a female is just not gonna happen. vaginas gross me out. ive just decided im biromantic, but just homosexual. that seems to work for me.
what i missed.
making up a lab at 730
christmas tree decorating with my OCD homeroom moderator
gym class
NHS assignment till 4:30
I really love the decorating but in reality its aggravating, stressful, and no one listens to me even though I’m the most competent person and our moderator was definitely going psycho about everything. He’s straight up crazy.
before my hands get cold.
i ate 4 massive courses last night
i applied to college this morning
i woke up this morning
i could feel my stuffed stomach
i went back to sleep
no one woke me up so i woke up at 430
i really think i cant ask for a better reward
im now gonna start really caring for the next 3 weeks
sigh. 72 classes.
long live. the magic we made.